My last two weeks prayer (WSC)
Mood:  sad
Topic: Prayers
Dear God,
I ask that you be with me these last few weeks, because I am struggling with my levels of patience, as I go longer into this ordeal, maybe it is that the more I grow in faith the more challenges await me? I was just curious, because today, when rachel called and we were on lahser, all I wanted to do was yell back at shannon and corn, because I was driving well, I just think they were being a gang and joining forces against me. never once appologizing for the treatment they gave me, and then on the way home when shannon took my keys and I did not put up a fight, she happened to almost stop in the middle of an intersection because of hydroplaning. I didn't say anything though, because I know it would not be pleasing for you lord for me to dish back what had been given to me. However, it bothered me, and i blew off some steam going to do secret stuff, to go buy flowers for my girlfriend who just arrived in michigan. I can't wait to see her, so while taking some deep breaths, I bought gas for tomorrow, and flowers, and smore bars like she likes, and some trail mix, because I know that she will really appreciate it. Lord I also ask, that with your great power bless me to change to be more of a seer, to know when to do things, and when to not. I have had many conversations with rachel about a certain set of events, and I know that my life should be more regimented and maintained than I have been living recently, be with me through this time. I also pray for all of the other sites, as I gathered from johnny c that the sites were having some difficulties, and I just want to send some of your protection and blessing to them in these last two weeks. Also, I have chosen a path that is yours lord, please sustain me and direct me in the paths that should come ahead in this next school year. I really care about the ability in which I serve, and I want to make sure that my goals do not deviate from your path much, if at all. I Love you Lord, and I thank you for getting me to where I am today. I also ask forgiveness for anything I have done to upset hellen, bruce or shannon as I have been a little over-irritable lately.
Goodnight, and I thank you for today.
In Jesus Name,
Amen